this is how obsessed i am

and an idea for a new tat. i want something like...

THIS.

CHECK OUT MY ZOMBY FILM

WE ARE ZOMBY, SO R U.

PART ONE: http://vimeo.com/11339482
PART TWO: http://vimeo.com/11341886
PART THREE: http://vimeo.com/11662136

why are people so invested in decking out their FB pages?

my midnight prayer

i hope i can graduate smoothly.
i hope this summer will be tight.
i hope i can keep in touch with all the SLC frenz.
i hope moving back to SF is the right thing to do.
i hope rachel and my band will kick ass.
i hope i can find out what the fuck i want to do with my life.
i hope i can quit cigarettes.
i hope i can cut another album.
i hope there will be another movement.
i hope i can get my memoir published.
i hope everything works out with dewey.
i hope my family's okay, health-wise and otherwise.
i hope i can support kevin financially in the future.
i hope i can get the fulbright at some point.
i hope i can learn to speak mandarin at some point.
i hope i can get a dog at some point.
i hope i can get into grad school.
i hope my art will actually get somewhere.
i hope obama will publish a book post-presidency about how he was puppeted by the white man.
i hope rachel and paulina don't run off forever. i'll miss them.
i hope all of the boodaydlez of the world will be okay.
i hope jan brewer chokes on her steak and dies.
i hope my life/sex life/overall quality of life hasn't peaked yet.
i hope all of the dudes who deny their queerness will realize it and do something about it before they die.
i hope this stupid blog entry reaches some diety/dude who can actually do something about it.

isn't it weird when your FRIENDS get married?

first friend at SLC. what the FUCK

LOL

six flags cuzza ME?

i helped the prezident once

this girl is AMAZING.

i've found my true love.

THIS IS THE END OF SENIOR YEAR.

words from my chief sponsor for my senior thesis project. END RESULT: MEMOIR- 218 PAGES SINGLE SPACED.





kind words from friends. made my day.

i don't laugh at my people, except this time.

cant wait to shred the bay though

my cupid reportoir- couples i am responsible for (GIVE ME MONEY)

i consider this a vitae of sorts...

i am responsible for THIS 1 (molly&lauren): dragged molly out of her drunken BED to come M-O with lauren for hours. still together.






AND THIS

2(nate&emily): asked them while they were shrooming freshman year: "are you guys going out?" they looked at each other. "i mean, are you going out YET? god." they started going out then and there.






AND THIS

3(paulina&rachel): introduced their asses, told them JUST GO OUT WITH EACH OTHER because each were too afraid of ruining the friendship, helped initiate apocalyptic ****some in my living room DONT ASK, WONT TELL.






AND THIS

4(dave+devan=daven): introduced them, ushered everyone out of the A3 hall to let them have a dance alone to alicia keys.




AND THIS

5(matt&rachel): brought both of their asses on a camping trip one summer. miriam and i left the tent so they could M-O. TENTATIVELY ENGAGED BTW, and they're the ones on the right.




AND 6(jesse&gabby), no pic though, sorry: (told them each they liked each other at caz- they started going out the following week for 2-3 YEARS)


so i facilitated/made ALL SIX of these relationships happen and im still single. WHERES MY BIG BREAK / WHATS THE BIG IDEAA

I AM PISSED FOR MANY VALID REASONS

WHAT ABOUT THE CLASSES WHOSE AUTHORS STEM FROM WHITE BACKGROUNDS? IS THERE NOT RACIAL OTHERISM OR VILIFICATION IN CHAMPIONING THESE VIEWS OVER ALL OTHERS? WHAT ABOUT IN CENSORING THE OTHER VIEWS? I AM AMERIKA. UNACCEPTABLE.


http://www.racialicious.com/2010/04/30/stephanie-grace-ivy-league-racism-and-the-seeds-of-institutional-bias/#more-7738

senior thesis presentation

thanks A.S.