my midnight prayer

i hope i can graduate smoothly.
i hope this summer will be tight.
i hope i can keep in touch with all the SLC frenz.
i hope moving back to SF is the right thing to do.
i hope rachel and my band will kick ass.
i hope i can find out what the fuck i want to do with my life.
i hope i can quit cigarettes.
i hope i can cut another album.
i hope there will be another movement.
i hope i can get my memoir published.
i hope everything works out with dewey.
i hope my family's okay, health-wise and otherwise.
i hope i can support kevin financially in the future.
i hope i can get the fulbright at some point.
i hope i can learn to speak mandarin at some point.
i hope i can get a dog at some point.
i hope i can get into grad school.
i hope my art will actually get somewhere.
i hope obama will publish a book post-presidency about how he was puppeted by the white man.
i hope rachel and paulina don't run off forever. i'll miss them.
i hope all of the boodaydlez of the world will be okay.
i hope jan brewer chokes on her steak and dies.
i hope my life/sex life/overall quality of life hasn't peaked yet.
i hope all of the dudes who deny their queerness will realize it and do something about it before they die.
i hope this stupid blog entry reaches some diety/dude who can actually do something about it.

im sick of complaining. time to film.

i was looking for things for my new film and found this. its okay until around 1:20 when he calls asian-americans "the silent minority..."



kind of right, kind of wrong

when i say no one i mean no one. except maybe some ultimate chillerz

MINUS



PLUS



EQUALS



NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME

dont wanna but dont u wanna

a.

buckwheat:

what is there to really say except fuck it. its senior year and i just wanna get my rocks off. thats why im doing it. this shouldnt be about power.

the only reason i talk to you is because you're the only

on campus. otherwise im fresh outt

i mean what do you expect from me really..

nick was right yo.

b.

for komozi, doing a project on the RAINBOW COALITION, and

with critical theorists like

and

i cant get enough.

lets make it happen 2009

c.

got full funding for dark phrasezzzz- thank god for tom, bobby, vera, and others in senate who have brains. aly and i stayed up there for 3 hours, 5- nearly 8, restless and twiddling, and ended up high-tailing it to bates afterwords. bless that.

d.

vocal minority's doing that number from saved. presh.

e.

clem and julez better fuckin work out. i dont want no

at least not yet. its SEPTEMBER. think about it.